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It has been awhile. I have just been deployed. So, now I am in Ft. Sill, OK. Man, it sucks here. But, what can you do?
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Oh yeah, I just got my new exhaust system for my car. Son of a bitch costs me alot. But I'm happy about it. Performance headers, 2 Flowmasters, and a whole new set of performance pipes. I'm currently installing power door locks with keyless entry. First time you'll ever see that shit on a '78 Camaro. It will probably bring down the value of the...
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reptilia:
Did you ever go to the beach? Which one?
How've you been lately?
How've you been lately?

I need a change, like a drastic one. But, I don't know what to do. Any suggestions?
reptilia:
I still say getting away for a little bit will help a ton.

God, I haven't updated in awhile. Well, so far my life has no differ. I believe I have fallen for a girl I can never have. I always shoot for the things I cannot have. I'm wierd though. But, the bad thing is, I take it way too hard for what it's worth. I guess it will be my downfall. Oh well, I hope everyone...
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_peep_:
u didnt ... damn ... haha ok ok i love u seth
happy now haha
<33 Mally
happy now haha


<33 Mally
Yep, my week sucked, im just glad its over. Maniana is Thanksgiving. And i wish a happy one to all, even though it is a pure marketing holiday, just like Valentine's Day. Well anyway, take it easy, and get drunk.
reptilia:
Have a happy one yourself, man. 

I've figured out that me and alcohol are not a good mixture. I'm really not that depressed come to think about it. I just get the random depression that everyone gets, but it is amplified with alcohol. I just get to thinking about my life, and I get really depressed. But, you know it could be Arkansas. I really do hate this place. But, I...
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_peep_:
aw im sorry babe but its good that u gave it up ... maybe u can get out of Arkansas soon
<33 Mally


<33 Mally
I feel that I am fighting a losing battle with my depression. I just dont know how to deal with it. I've given up hope enough times that I've lost count. And yet I still have chosen to do nothing about it. I guess that makes me weak. Oh well, I guess I will have to learn how to live with it.
reptilia:
What exactly is it that's depressing you? If you can find the source, it's easier to fix the problem. If you're not sure what it is, it may be just the air that surrounds you. Take a trip or just try to get away for a little bit and have some fun. When are you leaving for the military? In the spring? That may give you just the change of pace you need, if that's the problem.
Whatever you choose to do, I hope you get through it, man. Don't try to live with it. There's no point in that at all.
Whatever you choose to do, I hope you get through it, man. Don't try to live with it. There's no point in that at all.
Time to add a new journal, I guess. Hardly anyone reads it. Oh, well. Live and let live. Added a new profile pic of me. In goulish gear with my Cradle of Filth T-shirt, Damn, I am sexy. Not shil happened this week. Just alot of Bullshit. Nothing important.
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reptilia:
It's a new week today. Hope this one's better than last. So did you get all ghouled up for a Halloween party? Or were you trick-or-treating for candy?

reptilia:
Haha, s'cool. How long did the makeup take to apply?
Well, I'm back. I just spent the week back home in Tennessee. My grandfather had a heart-attack the day before my birthday. So, I guess I got a pretty good present that he is still alive and doin' a lot better. And I've realized that I don't have any friends. Nobody called to say happy birthday, and over half of my family didn't remember. I...
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reptilia:
Oh, man. I haven't been around as much lately as I usually am or I would've caught it.
Sorry.
Happy belated birthday though!
Don't worry too much, though... I haven't had a well birthday wish from anyone other than my mom in a couple years, or even a cake for that matter. Of course I don't really remember anyone's else's birthday either unless they tell me.
The exact date though; I do remember the month... usually.

Happy belated birthday though!

Don't worry too much, though... I haven't had a well birthday wish from anyone other than my mom in a couple years, or even a cake for that matter. Of course I don't really remember anyone's else's birthday either unless they tell me.

_peep_:
thanks
I didnt take that pic ... i should probly put one that i took up there ... too bad that im lazy lol
maybe tomarrow
Mally

I didnt take that pic ... i should probly put one that i took up there ... too bad that im lazy lol
maybe tomarrow


Well, I haven't updated in awhile. Since last time I have gotten my tattoo finished. It took another 3 hours. I would post it, but my program I use to resize images is fucking up. So that is another thing I will have to take care of tomorrow. Other than that, nothing is really happening. Oh yeah, I found out that my dad is going...
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reptilia:
I'll wish you luck when you go, man. I feel for all over there.

taoshen:
Thanks! WIll likely be back.
shadowsaffinity:
Weddings Suck
I just got back from the beach. I am so burnt. I'm gonna hurt in the morning.
reptilia:
What beach did you venture to?
shadowsaffinity:
Crystal Beach, TX
i dont know for sure cuz um well there could be more then one base in OK but my buddy Gym is stationed on OK
i went on like one lil date with him about a year ago
but anyways
how are u i havent talked to u in a bazillion years
thanks
-K