Its been a while since my last post, life been a bit full on between work and course also the fact that its been dam hot the last week. On the up side I picked up the SG book today which I am so happy about.
Also I going to be putting some new images in my pic's some old some new.
Well after that little up date time for my tendency to over think. I call it The self destructive day dreamer.
I am a full time day dreamer and today I was thinking that I thinking that i am getting to the point where I am scared to live or take a chance because things wont turn out the way I think. This is help by the fact I had depression when I was younger.
I don't no why I just over think this all the time and get court up in my own head. It doesn't happen as much as it used to but it still so hard to deal with when it does. I just need to able to live in the now.
And help or comments would be very welcome.
Well thats my some what rant for the day.
Also I going to be putting some new images in my pic's some old some new.
Well after that little up date time for my tendency to over think. I call it The self destructive day dreamer.
I am a full time day dreamer and today I was thinking that I thinking that i am getting to the point where I am scared to live or take a chance because things wont turn out the way I think. This is help by the fact I had depression when I was younger.
I don't no why I just over think this all the time and get court up in my own head. It doesn't happen as much as it used to but it still so hard to deal with when it does. I just need to able to live in the now.
And help or comments would be very welcome.
Well thats my some what rant for the day.
You'll be fine, being yourself is part of living-- and there are others out there to appreciate you in your awesomeness.
I wish you could see 300. I'm going again, to IMAX this time. Ugh, it's just.. awesome.
Hope you're having a mint week babe.
I know all about the feeling of safety that living inside ones head can bring to a person. Its your world and you are in control. You can sit and remember the good times and imagine the ones to come. Or you could be paralized by fear of what may happen should you act the way you feel is right.
Once again, though, at some point in your life you must act upon what you know that is true to yourself. If you remain in a state of constant meditation of past, present, and possible futures, then you are not acting to make the future that you want to have.
Meaning behind all this: Don't lock yourself away in your own mind. Too many great people become hung up at the might of have beens in their life at one point or another in their lives and slowly decayed mentally, emotionally, and in some ways, physically.
Do not become one of them, Man.
Please.