shadowdancer

Secrets for the four people who will stumble upon this

- When people ask me how old I am I tend to stare at them blankly or give them some age between 10 and 40...it is not becauase I do not want to tell them my age...it is generally because I am confused...sometimes I feel really young sometimes I feel middle aged

- I have stopped fanasizing about sex...now I only dream of waking up next to someone and the feeling of skin on skin

- Some times I do this:



and then I feel really guilty...really really guilty

- The only food I have in my apartment is three apples and a pear...and while that seems to bother most people...I could care less

- I wish I was here:



I miss paris

- I do not own any clothing that does not either have holes in it from dark room chemicals/ paint on it/ or is covered in plaster

- Once someone told me my life is really an "awkward moment"...I often agree with him

- Sometime I buy silly things I don't need simply because I feel like I do not contribute to the economy enough...for example yesterday I bought seven pairs of white gym socks...there was no reason for me to do so aside from the fact that I haven't really spent money in weeks...

- One of my favorite things to do is send people random things in the mail...like letters I have found when walking to work...choose your own adventure books I bought at the goodwill store...t shirts that say things like "the smith family reunion"...I love doing that

- I sometimes watch tv for the commercials...I think they are all so funny

- Usually when I listen to music I just listen to one song on loop...one example would be Devendra Banhart's "A Ribbon"...according to itunes I have listened to it over 70 times


please keep my secrets