I have been feeling let down by my country of late. I no longer feel safe, almost anywhere. I honestly fear for Americas' future. There is so much hatred and nastiness; it is oozing from the very seams of the fabric of our society. Black people have never been truly safe in America, and now is 2017 with a so-called President openly egging on racist, NAZI's and White Supremacist, the stigma that used to exist as a barrier to sub-human behavior is gone!
And I am tired, so tired, of being angry all of time, of feeling betrayed by my (some of, too many) fellow countryman; tired of being on the edge of a fucking meltdown, never able to relax, find mental space enough to smile for while. We were not ment to live like this!