shad

I'm just...I'm pissed. I'm tired and I'm pissed and I'm worn the fuck out. Fuck. Out. I put up with a lot of shit in my job and my life and whatever but it's all just at odds with my personality. I shouldn't fucking be here, in this shitty town, on my shitty street, at the shitty job. But I am, I'm doing it because I'm making sacrifices for other people, but I'm fucking sick of it. I'm hamstrung. Life's a fucking anchor sometimes. And I hate it when I'm so fucking mad that the only word I can think of is fuck, cuz it's so goddamn boring and unoriginal and just...pedestrian. Fuck.