sgvirgin

so yes, I need to update my journal...but it seems I come online w/these deep thoughts, rambling around in my head as their coming together and when they're put to the keyboard....they just come out as words. Nothing nearly as eloquent as what was just a jumbled mess, yet making so much sense!

Went to a club w/a friend and her girlfriends last night, always a good time! Predominantly populated w/black men, all of which seem to like my ass and legs. When they discovered I was married, they all asked to be my "friend". I finally told one I didn't need anymore friends, so what does that mean to me? He explained that 4 or 5 years down the road when my husband & I are having troubles, then he'll be there for me. ahhh....yeah, I believe I've already got that friend waiting in the wings.

It was a good time though, great for the ego...which is always ready for dessert.

I did get a heart-check on my way to the club however, as I was cruising down the freeway, roads slick w/the recent storm that blew through, and me on my cell phone enjoying the start of what should've proved to be an interesting night for a friend, a cop pulled up next to me and flashed his lights. Great...just what I needed! I swore, no tickets this year! But wait...my cruise is set to 70...sure the limit is 60 but come on...okay, so he pulls ahead and I pull into his lane, thinking he's going to pull me over w/him in front, but he turns off the lights and pulls on ahead. I've never had a "warning" before. He must've felt mighty powerful in that moment.

And could I count on my friend to help calm my racing heart....not in this lifetime...