I feel Jaded......
So the school teacher made me lasagna and brownies!
Awesome girl but I couldn't see myself with her forever. I told her I don't know what I want and was strasight up with my being lost in life. I told her that I may up and leave one day without warning because I tend to wander but "All who wander are not lost."
Today all I can do is man up and saay "Fuck You to feeling like shit"It could always be much worse and my life is filled with fortitude. If it weren't I would never have made it this far and I was happy once. I know it's within my reach just takes a long time to get there. I don't know I think to much, I should really start writing some of this out, I think it's inresting enough to sell but who knows I may be niave
So the school teacher made me lasagna and brownies!
Awesome girl but I couldn't see myself with her forever. I told her I don't know what I want and was strasight up with my being lost in life. I told her that I may up and leave one day without warning because I tend to wander but "All who wander are not lost."
Today all I can do is man up and saay "Fuck You to feeling like shit"It could always be much worse and my life is filled with fortitude. If it weren't I would never have made it this far and I was happy once. I know it's within my reach just takes a long time to get there. I don't know I think to much, I should really start writing some of this out, I think it's inresting enough to sell but who knows I may be niave
writing can be very healing and help you organize your thoughts...
don't be mad, but could it be you're pushing her away to avoid having to let people in...i'm not saying that you are...i'm just suggesting it's a common pattern
take care of yourself!!