So I don't know what time I went to bed. I wasn't in a good frame of mind lastnight. Nancy If you read what I wrote I'm sorry I didn't mean it. Fuck today I was on the other line when you called. I would have answered it but I had a crisis at work. Fuck I don't think I can do my job to much longer, it's over my head. I don't know what to do because now I have rent to pay and vehicle payments. I almost want to start looking in Minnesota for a job until I find out about Holland.
Fuck today brought me down to a bad place. I woke up at 1100 because the hotel forgot my wake up call. That through me off for the rest of the day in which nothing went right. I just don't want to live today, or tommorow.
Fuck today brought me down to a bad place. I woke up at 1100 because the hotel forgot my wake up call. That through me off for the rest of the day in which nothing went right. I just don't want to live today, or tommorow.
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so I just have to say <hug> and hope you feel better soon.
life is worth living, but I understand how hard that is to see right now.
<another big hug>