Well it looks like TWT is on. I'm going with aardvark which is awesome to have someone to go with. I feel like a dork but I'm nervous in a way. I've been alone on the road know for so long I forget what it's like to be sociable, hopefully not too much.
Nancy (EX) was supposed to call me anytime but she's been saying that for days now. She sent me a message saying she was on her way out to call though and that was about 1hr ago. I don't know what she wants to talk about, she's been saying lately how much she misses me. This is from her journal today:
Tuesday August 2, 2005 - 10:47 AMthe only thing....
on that note, there has been one thing that's really been bothering me and that's the fact that i can't stop thinking about jay. i don't know if it's living with another man that's doing it, or what, but ever since i got here, i've just been missing him like crazy.
I don't think I could let that happen, as much as I love that girl. She was the one who let me go and I can't help but feel because things in her life aren't working out the way she thought that I'm like a last resort. She wants things to go back to the way we were when we were happy but that was before Iraq and I'll never be that person again. I don't feel bad about that though, I feel I've changed for the better and it's just to bad she couldn't adapt to me.
Nancy (EX) was supposed to call me anytime but she's been saying that for days now. She sent me a message saying she was on her way out to call though and that was about 1hr ago. I don't know what she wants to talk about, she's been saying lately how much she misses me. This is from her journal today:
Tuesday August 2, 2005 - 10:47 AMthe only thing....
on that note, there has been one thing that's really been bothering me and that's the fact that i can't stop thinking about jay. i don't know if it's living with another man that's doing it, or what, but ever since i got here, i've just been missing him like crazy.
I don't think I could let that happen, as much as I love that girl. She was the one who let me go and I can't help but feel because things in her life aren't working out the way she thought that I'm like a last resort. She wants things to go back to the way we were when we were happy but that was before Iraq and I'll never be that person again. I don't feel bad about that though, I feel I've changed for the better and it's just to bad she couldn't adapt to me.