I can't do anything with the system I was working on in Baltimore until Monday because I need Tech support so I decided to come home and will drive back Monday morning. It's about a 2.5 hour drive so it's worth it I guess.
I was fine all day until I got close to Quakertown, now I have that horrible feeling again of depression and feeling guilty for no reason. I hate this and it's been happening to often lately. Now I have nothing to do, I might just watch TV and maybe nap for the first time since I don't know when. I never nap let alone sleep anymore. I'm not tired, I just dont want to face life right now. I should phone Vanessa but I really don't want to see anyone and she'll probably want to hang out. I have some stuff to finish for work that I guess I could do, you know, Time sheets, expense reports and some emails I need to send to some people about the problems I'm having with the systerm.
Well later
I was fine all day until I got close to Quakertown, now I have that horrible feeling again of depression and feeling guilty for no reason. I hate this and it's been happening to often lately. Now I have nothing to do, I might just watch TV and maybe nap for the first time since I don't know when. I never nap let alone sleep anymore. I'm not tired, I just dont want to face life right now. I should phone Vanessa but I really don't want to see anyone and she'll probably want to hang out. I have some stuff to finish for work that I guess I could do, you know, Time sheets, expense reports and some emails I need to send to some people about the problems I'm having with the systerm.
Well later