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I have been out drinking every night this week except for the day before yesterday. ugh. I can feel my liver crashing. I plan to slow down though. I have not had any responces from the places that I have turned in applications to, oh it get's worse. My friend Sarah's mother has a job kinda supervising over companies like the one I just worked for. She didn't supervise over them though, and she was pretty repulsed when I told her how they opperated their business. Anyways, so she gave me a sheet of companies that would most likely hire me the next day if I called and dropped her name. I need a job fast before my money runs out, but I don't want to go back to caregiving. I want something 9-5 that isn't going to ruin me mentally and physically. I don't want to have to walk into work every morning and wonder if my client is going to die today. It looks like I am going to have to do it anyway though. I guess I can still put in applications to other places to keep my options open though.
I found a new bar to call my own. I used to go to the legacy and I could even go alone I was so comfortable there. Since they closed down with no warning I have just been bar hopping with Sarah to every place in Knoxville. We went to this bar called Sidestreet Tavern the other night and it was great. The bar tenders are really nice and the place was pretty classy looking. I went back last night by myself since Sarah wasn't feeling well. It's kind of like cheers, everyone literally fucking knows your name. I went by myself and by the end of the night met 3 really cool people who are regulars to hang out with. It was cool even the door guy watched me to my car since I was by myself.
I think I have caught what Sarah has because I feel terrible today and it's not a hang over either. I think I will just get some ginger ale and go watch movies.