I've been back at my 12hour shifts of slave labor for two days now and will have another one tomorrow. I was so exhausted today I had a dizzy spell and almost fainted. Of course my client didn't seem to care much because when she wants something she wants it right then no excuse. I was walking into shit all day and I was surprised I didn't kill myself driving there and back home. I also have a midterm that is a week late tomorrow. I just can't bring myself to finish the fucking thing and send it in. The job search will start Tuesday. I'm thinking about just quiting and having a week or so to rest and look for a job. There are so many places hiring around here and there are always private caregiving jobs too. As tired as I am I have a wanting to go out and get plastered to relieve some stress. The last few nights my body is exhausted but I can't go to sleep. It's fucking driving me crazy. I have pictures from my birthday I will put up soon so I will have a picture of myself on here finally. The thing is finding the time and motivation to load it to the computer and so on. 