well life isnt getting any easier,im so stressed dont know how to cope with this accident crap,i never get a friggin brake it seems,im suppose to take meds for anxiety but im so brave i think i can change on my own,not sure any more,i dont relax or do anything for me anymore,i miss my old life even if for only like 2 years,things change so suddenly
where the hell are all my old friends,no where to be found
trying hard in school
sometimes im not sure if anything will get better
im usually very upbeat and positive for others and i help out them,but not ME.
what to do,i dont know,up days,down days
where did all the up days go for me
trying to relax for me is impossible,even though i try
im going to have to fight this hard and head on i say
doing all the things i can do for me and no lookin back
your mind controls your gut for sure
i seem to get worse not better what to do isay?
any advice friends out there?
of course helping others is in my nature,but when for me and stop with them
have they forgotten all i did for them
love and hugs today
good thoughts today
positive stuff isnt here today,when will it be here again
mood today?
where the hell are all my old friends,no where to be found
trying hard in school
sometimes im not sure if anything will get better
im usually very upbeat and positive for others and i help out them,but not ME.
what to do,i dont know,up days,down days
where did all the up days go for me
trying to relax for me is impossible,even though i try
im going to have to fight this hard and head on i say
doing all the things i can do for me and no lookin back
your mind controls your gut for sure
i seem to get worse not better what to do isay?
any advice friends out there?
of course helping others is in my nature,but when for me and stop with them
have they forgotten all i did for them
love and hugs today
good thoughts today
positive stuff isnt here today,when will it be here again
mood today?
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It sucks. Sometimes you feel like there is no end to the tunnel.
Im just now slipping out . . . its all taking tiny positive steps. Clean your house, fulfill an obligation, do good things for yourself. Keep taking steps and leaving the ugly shit behind as much as you can. It taks a godaweful long while some time but just being positive, peresevering, is all you can do.
Don't be afraid of help either. The meds are what they are . . . you have to judge for yourself wether or not its a good thing for you right now. Nothing wrong with a crutch when your leg is broken, knowhatimsayin?
anyway, much positive vibes out your way, SPG.
take it light,
ph