sexylovekitten

am i that easy to get over? so i really needed to sleep tonight, really really badly, but that didn't happen. so i still live with the asshole i'm divorcing and i guess we're still friends. however, please note before i start any of this that we decided only yesterday that things probably weren't going to work out, but we'd at least give it a little time, but we were both pretty sure that it wouldn't work. so this afternoon he says i'll bring you home an eggrole for dinner from work. so i'm like sweet, i could totally go for an eggrole. yeah he never bothered to come home or even send a text message saying hey i won't be home. so i can't put the chain on the door because i'm assuming he's just running late. so i never got any sleep because i can't sleep without the door being secure. aaaaahhhh! we decided fucking yesterday! it's not that i want him, i just would appreciate a tiny bit of respect. i know exactly where he is and it just further proves to me that if i had bigger boobs he'd be hanging around longer. i'm not jealous or anything. i just wanted to sleep, i have alot to do at work today, but i can't sleep when the doors not locked. so i dozed off for about 3 hours, but i heard something and woke up like ah! and then i couldn't go back to sleep even after i secured the door.
why was i so fucking stupid to stsay with him this long?