sexygenie

Frustration city.
Do I cut my losses and give up now?
Or do I do what I always do.
Sit around and wait for the 10% of the time that we have fun and are happy. And deal with the 90% of the time he makes me feel angry and sad.

We're just so different.

Last night a discussion about lifetime goals:

Him: All I want out of life is to buy a house with a fenced in yard. It could be the shittiest house, but it'll be mine.

Me: I guess all I want is to be happy. Take it one day at a time. Get through the day with a smile..oh and I guess to be healthy too.

Him: You mean there's nothing you want?

Me: I told you what I want...but no, there's no 'thing' I want to buy that will make me feel complete.

Him: Well I don't want to be with someone who has no goals in life. That's crazy that you don't have any goals.

Me: How can you say that? I do have goals, I just told you!!

Him: Well being happy doesn't count as a goal..there's not anything you can do to get that. A goal is something you can work towards. You can't work towards being happy. You don't have a goal.

Me: Am I fucking speaking English? Why do my thoughts not count? Why are you being such a rude asshole? I'm hanging up.

Him: Jeez calm down, I wasn't trying to argue. I was just saying. You're the one who's getting all pissed off now.

Me: Well considering that you just told me that I clearly have no goals in life, followed up by last night's 'you deserve to die if you want to be stupid' I feel like you're on quite a roll. Apparently I'm worthless so why are you 'wasting' your time with me?