sexybitches

getting pretty excited about Burning Man... but also very nervous. i'm a little obsessive about packing and it's hard not to stress out about forgetting shit. in fact, i think i sabotage myself in that way. i can always think of something that i forgot to bring. for example, if i go to SF and i forget my hand sanitizer i end up obsessing about all the germs and it basically makes me crazy. last time that happened, i walked around for half an hour until i found a walgreens so i could buy some more. silly.
anyway, i'm trying to figure out what to wear to BM. i can't think of any cool costumes. i've wanted to be a super hero for a long time, but i could never think of a cool costume. maybe i can find some ice-pack wrist and leg warmers and wear a leotard. i'm still going to have to think of a cool name, though. i bought a big, poofy skirt but i don't know what to wear it with. it's brown so it won't match much, but i thought it was cooler than pink. maybe a chocolate ballerina? i'm just going to be naked the whole time if i can't think of anything else. or i'll wear lingerie the whole time. but that's not very BM hippie-ish. although, maybe that's a good thing. some of the BM people i've heard from are fucking cunts. people are so god damn fucking rude some times. if this wasn't a web site and these people were talking to me in person i'd kick their fucking ass. i have a lot of anger lately. it would be a great outlet...