sexybeast

Exercising is uncomfortable. I went to 24 Hour Fitness today and felt like a teenage boy that nutted too soon. I didn't last long with the weights. I was fine with cardio. Cardio just gets a little boring sometimes. With the weights, my muscles would get tired fast. I think it's because of the chemo. I forgot that when I was helping a friend move furniture, then when we were moving to a new apartment, I started feeling like that. I had to take vicodin to be able to keep moving. Unfortunately, I don't have enough vicodin left for every day that I work out. Other than all that, my body's fine, except for nausea. I think the nausea is from crunches. I decided to extra because I thought my abdomen needed it. And my scar hurts. Orginally, I was thinking that I would go every other day, but I'm going back tomorrow and the next. I need to get started getting back in shape. I thought I was as good of shape as I was before I was sick, but apparently not. I was planning on rollerblading, but I feel like I'm going to vomit.

Anyway, this wasn't supposed to turn into complaining, but it's a good thing. It started as me being happy about going to work out, but it turned to complaining and now I suddenly feel more motivated to exercise more and more often than originally planned.

I also want to drink and rollerblade. Awful idea. I think I'll wait until I actually learn to rollerblade. Thanks for listening, I'm here too often. Touch me.