sexybeast

Easy
Cowboy Mouth

I once had a friend who
Met an early end to
A kind of modern way of thinkin
He wasn't taken from us
Yeah, he's still among us
But he lives for drugs and drinkin

He liked to point the finger
His accusations linger
A deeper part of every action
He loved to play the game where
He dispersed the blame for
Every deep dissatisfaction

Easy to bitch
Easy to whine
Easy to moan
Easy to cry
Easy to feel like there ain't nothing in your life

Harder to work
Harder to strive
Harder to be glad to be alive
But its really worth it if you give it a try

He once told me how he
Couldn't wait to beat me
So he could take what I was telling
(He said)
They don't give a damn its
All a master plan for
Us to buy what they are selling

Easy to bitch
Easy to whine
Easy to moan
Easy to cry
Easy to feel like there ain't nothing in your life

Harder to work
Harder to strive
Harder to be glad to be alive
But its really worth it if you give it a try
(Come on, give it a try)

If I sound above it
I can't sit in judgement
Cause I ain't sure where I'd be sittin
These are all my problems
Lord, I tried to drop them
Cause this ain't how I should be livin

Easy to bitch
Easy to whine
Easy to moan
Easy to cry
Easy to feel like there ain't nothing in your life
(Life)

Hard to work
Harder to strive
Harder to be glad to be alive
But its really worth it if you give it a try
(Come on, give it a try)

Easy to bitch
Easy to whine
Easy to moan
Easy to cry
Harder to work
Harder to strive
Harder to be glad to be alive

I think about this song fairly often. I've been through a lot of bad crap in my life. All of the cancer stuff I've been through has been depressing at times, but good friends and a sweet wife has made it not so bad. I still enjoyed myself when I could. I often thought, "I don't have it as bad as a lot of other people." The cancer stuff was a very small part of the crap that I've been through. Don't get confused, I'm not complaining about my life. I'm complaining about other people. I'm very happy. Infact, just the other day, I was thinking about lucky I've been the past few years, then I realized that I haven't been so lucky. I just deal with my problems and get over them. It's easy to bitch, whine, moan, and cry about your life, instead of doing something about it and trying to be happy.

Anyway, I'm looking foward to a really great week. Wednesday, Monig37 is coming to visit. We are probably going to Santa Monica Pier or Venice Beach and maybe Hollywood on Thursday. Friday is our party. Saturday we might be going to SGOC Brunch and ZombieWalk in LA and we will be dressed up, people should join us... I think that's as much as I have planned. He goes back Monday.

I thought I had something else to say... eh, oh well.

Oh yeah, we'll be having anothing little thing at our place on Saturday the 20th. We are still having a thing here this Friday and I doubt that I'll have pants on.