sexdwarf

Life, existence, its . . . there.

Playing now: Pete Yorn - Come Back Home

I now see know just how much I value Halloween last year with Richard, and the times we'd hotbox my van, the days before Dan would smoke out. I value them now. I wish I'd network more, everywhere. Specially this site though, the best I can do though is lament over not making connections now, and say that I will later, and then later lament over not making connections and say that I will later.


"We're not scaremongerin, this is really happening"

One of those lines, just caught it while typing. One of those things that happens, or yo hear, or you see that has a higher meaning to you at the time, it tells you soemthing. These things are how I think God helps me out sometimes.

Right now life should be easier than ever for me, but it feels hard.

I think its time for me to change my profile pic. Also, I'll be adding a buttload of pics to My Pics soon, just gotta use up and develop the film in the camera.

Fuck. Ruby's Fade into You track just came on.
I miss Ruby on a level that I shouldn't. I don't even know her and its like I've lost the outside three toes on each foot, it puts me off balance.
Where the tear icon when you need it?