sexdwarf

Maybe I should just avoid relationships all together.
-Epiphany- Girls can be the 'fix-er' type, always going for guys who're fucked up in one way or another; doesn't work the other way around. Broken girls just run.

So keep your me against the world attitude 'cause you can do it all on your own, well, maybe a 'Daddy' would be nice.

I'm straight and honest...
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It may have been slightly earlier, but I'll just say that yesterday, in an epiphany, or train wreck of a conversation, I realized that I am a Man.

A real Man.

Intelligent people know, when it comes to males, we all grow up and grow older, but not all of us ever truly grow to be a real Man; but rather old boys.

And it...
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WHAT THE FUCK!?

Its no fucking secret people in similar industries hook up, its no different in fashion/ /and photography. Photographers fuck models, not just cause they can. . . at least always.

It FUCKING SUCKS that the photographers that want one night stands get the girls who want relationships, while those who are actually looking for more of a relationship can only FUCKING find...
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Little known fact. . .

I was introduced to Jazz, GOOD JAZZ, by Sealab 2021.
No shit.

It was after watching my first episode, "All That Jazz," that I Googled 'Mango Reinhardt' to figure out who's name rhymes with 'mango.' It was then that I discovered good jazz.




I really should be uploading a Youtube of Eddie money - I Think I'm in Love. ....
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it's raining.
its nice.



I don't think I'll ever take this Levi ad out of my entries I love it so much.
Obsessed, maybe?. . . F*YEAH!

I can't fucking take it. When such wanton chaos douses me and ignited for no fucking purpose.
I fucking can't stand immature assholes and bitches. I can't stand assholes and bitches.

I really need some strong fucking drugs right now.

Main line that shit.



-Last Post-
The Palm Springs shoot was such a bust, I can't express.
We hit the road for the 2 hour...
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I feel like living a Cinemax skin flick, big white condo, plastic flowers, pool. . .all you can eat sushi. . .


I do, really.





The Palm Springs shoot was such a bust, I can't express.
We hit the road fo rthe 2 hour drive 3 hours late, and ended up having 45 minutes of usable light, and 30 minutes of shooting time.

I am...
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New Years

Not sure yet, if its chill we'll probably end up camping with some absinthe and shrooms, not necessarily together.



I don't think I'll ever take this Levi ad out of my entries I love it so much.
Obsessed, maybe?. . . F*YEAH!

So, the test with the agency model, despite being quite a princess. . . or not, I don't know (whateverthefuck), went well enough for them. They liked the shots. F*Yeah

Assisting Giuliano again this Tuesday. F*Yeah


I don't think I'll ever take this Levi ad out of my entries I love it so much.
Obsessed, maybe?. . . F*YEAH!

Life is good.

Possibly becoming a testing photographer with a dynamite agency in LA, <fingers crossed>
Going to a dizzity-dope house (music) thing put on by another booker from another dynamite LA agency on Thursday.
Get to help a stylist friend Friday when she's working with FUCKING GIULIANO BEKOR!

Yea-a!



I still fucking love this damned commercial.

*06.01.09 Addition

March 23 - Purchased Scion tC

May 16th - Hyundai Santa Fe hits me, damaging LF quarter panel, bumper, headlight, and hood $2300. Saving grace, neither me or my Dad, passenger was hurt.

June 1st - Infiniti QX4 T-Bones me going 35, no estimate yet, likely totalled. There was can of coke in the backseat held in place merely by a soft box,...
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