severen1

wow, taking care of your pops is hard work.

i've had to clean up more poo than anything else.

sad.

people suck. someone walked into my house while i was upstairs and stole my laptop. now i gotta buy a gun.

my dad may never be coming home. if he requires constant care, i won't be able to give it to him.

friends suck. people you've known for years can turn their back on you. lie to you. and then you're stuck sitting there alone......
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so i'm stuck at home now indefinitely... taking care of my dad who is recovering(?) from cancer surgery. it is my opinion that he is getting worse not better... and no medical certified person I've talked to seems to care. Sucks to be sick and poor. Only the rich deserve decent healthcare apparently.

should i be insulted or sad that none of my friends have...
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eat it.

thinking about closing my account out soon...

funny how being alone leads you to complete apathy...

tired of dreaming about unreachable goals and aspirations...

and fighting for just enough money to make it.

white trash isn't cool, it's pathetic.
fuck off.

whew. i feel better now.

i believe in balance, not order.
sometimes i think i have to stay on this one side...
so that others can stay on the other...

i can't cross the fulcrum..

today was a very bad day. a slight relapse and uncontrollable brain offense. this week shall be spent in bed.... where i am no danger to anyone.

(i don't believe in karma... i'm just tired of it all)

Pics are up!

Color is my enemy.

seems like halloween was just yesterday... and now new years? time flies when you're looking for kodak moments that never seem to appear.

i'll be glad when this week is over. kinda fucked up really, i thought i'd enjoy a week off from work... now i'm just ready for it to be over. i want life to go back to the way it was. i...
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