Happy belated New year to everyone!
wow i havent been on here for a while and im sorry its been toerrible, im thinking of leaving my hotel job..there overworking me and being fucknuts about it in the process..so no more..and im scared about the whole new year shit happening, im starting it out with a relationship and ive never really done that before, i just dont want to mis any opportunites that get thrown my way because i was too blind or wrapped up in something, i need my motivation and determination...i had a terrible trip down memory lane with the ex's last night fuck...they visited my dreams last night to..i went to a 21st and they were there and eh, i dunno nothing bad happened i just felt strange and odd and i didnt like it, brought EVERYTHING back which i guess as bound to happen, but its kinda hard when your new boyfriend is sitting in front of u and im freaking out....apart from that im ok hey! just have so much shit to do as per fucking usual, my mums considering throwing me out...well actually im considering throwing myself out of "home" i ned a littel more stability, wow what a bitch session this is on my life, oh well take me as i am the good and bad eh..i hope u guys had an INSANE new year, i partied hardish...wasnt bad
okok ok
ANY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS????
mine are the same everyyear..
Stop procrastinating and take advantage of everything that comes my way..
and yours?
Love you xoxox
wow i havent been on here for a while and im sorry its been toerrible, im thinking of leaving my hotel job..there overworking me and being fucknuts about it in the process..so no more..and im scared about the whole new year shit happening, im starting it out with a relationship and ive never really done that before, i just dont want to mis any opportunites that get thrown my way because i was too blind or wrapped up in something, i need my motivation and determination...i had a terrible trip down memory lane with the ex's last night fuck...they visited my dreams last night to..i went to a 21st and they were there and eh, i dunno nothing bad happened i just felt strange and odd and i didnt like it, brought EVERYTHING back which i guess as bound to happen, but its kinda hard when your new boyfriend is sitting in front of u and im freaking out....apart from that im ok hey! just have so much shit to do as per fucking usual, my mums considering throwing me out...well actually im considering throwing myself out of "home" i ned a littel more stability, wow what a bitch session this is on my life, oh well take me as i am the good and bad eh..i hope u guys had an INSANE new year, i partied hardish...wasnt bad
okok ok
ANY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS????
mine are the same everyyear..
Stop procrastinating and take advantage of everything that comes my way..
and yours?
Love you xoxox
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you need to update. I love reading about your daze down under. I have also decided to update my journal every tuesday. So get the latest before the next one's in.
Jase
esolutions um...... buy heaps of new music, make new friends, love the friends i have, keep stress to a minimum and most importantly keep larfing!!!!!!
good luck with the moving