I know. I again fell off, and I didn't write about Africa (yet). I actually think about it quite often, but each time I sit down, my own version of ADD yanks me to a million different other things to do before laying me down for some dream-heavy rest. It will come, so apologies if you are later confused about my non-chronological retelling of things.
Work has been great, in a weird and not quite explainable way. I've been getting into a groove, and by groove I do not mean schedule or rhythm at all. I mean, I've been hustling and then collapsing, but the good thing is, while in collapse, I have done enough great things on the right track that I look back at it and have a good track record with myself. So then, I get back up again and do it some more. And love it.
Working for oneself is so rewarding. I wish it was immediately more financially so, but I likely always will.
I've been in love with work and in love with seeing my lovely friends through travel and functions for work. I've almost forgotten about love love, not quite, but enough where I've not even had it pop up on my radar in any sort of way. I watched some romantic movies this weekend and was reminded of it though. Not in a bad way, and not in a terribly yearning way, but in a deep-down, heartfelt yank way that I told myself I am indeed ready and have no idea where this is coming from or where it is going, but I am ready for love.
In the shower earlier, I also stared at the shower curtain and just thought, "I don't know how, but it will probably be way more rewarding than it is hard, and great things come with risk and discomfort."
I don't know what started all that, but hey, that's what there is.
Also, I have no immediate plans of pursuing these thoughts that have struck me, and I am ok with that. In time, my dears, in time.
We had a family night group reunion tonight, and I was so struck by how much I love and care for this group. I was also struck by what a great time we have all had together and it is such an end of an era as people have slowly moved away and continue to do so. Made me realize I like where I am.
No plans of leaving for permanence. But life never really goes according to what we have planned in the back of our heads, does it?
love to you all,
S
Work has been great, in a weird and not quite explainable way. I've been getting into a groove, and by groove I do not mean schedule or rhythm at all. I mean, I've been hustling and then collapsing, but the good thing is, while in collapse, I have done enough great things on the right track that I look back at it and have a good track record with myself. So then, I get back up again and do it some more. And love it.
Working for oneself is so rewarding. I wish it was immediately more financially so, but I likely always will.
I've been in love with work and in love with seeing my lovely friends through travel and functions for work. I've almost forgotten about love love, not quite, but enough where I've not even had it pop up on my radar in any sort of way. I watched some romantic movies this weekend and was reminded of it though. Not in a bad way, and not in a terribly yearning way, but in a deep-down, heartfelt yank way that I told myself I am indeed ready and have no idea where this is coming from or where it is going, but I am ready for love.
In the shower earlier, I also stared at the shower curtain and just thought, "I don't know how, but it will probably be way more rewarding than it is hard, and great things come with risk and discomfort."
I don't know what started all that, but hey, that's what there is.
Also, I have no immediate plans of pursuing these thoughts that have struck me, and I am ok with that. In time, my dears, in time.
We had a family night group reunion tonight, and I was so struck by how much I love and care for this group. I was also struck by what a great time we have all had together and it is such an end of an era as people have slowly moved away and continue to do so. Made me realize I like where I am.
No plans of leaving for permanence. But life never really goes according to what we have planned in the back of our heads, does it?
love to you all,
S
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Work, work, work, sounds familiar, but it has to be fun, to be more precise a lot of fun, since if it doesn't it leaves a lot of emptiness behind.
Isn't it funny, the best thoughts come up in the shower! My personal theory is that's when I really wake up, ha ha.
Enjoy yourself, no regrets, have lots of fun.