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I'm BACK!

Ok, perhaps you are just discovering me on here or didn't read my last blog or don't particularly care if I update- that's not the point. I FEEL like I'm back.

I've been up for over a day straight, and I'm taking it as a reset.

I've been feeling off, and I have so much to be grateful for and work on and be happy about, it's been hard to admit and express and share that things are actually rough and I've been feeling crappy. I don't want to complain, but I don't want to stay stuck. I don't know why I've been feeling like poo or why some things are hard for me or why my mind works the way it does, but it is what is. I'm taking it step by step, some steps better than others, but I suppose that is all subjective and it's all what it needs to be and in action.

anyhoot. . .

I'm in Boston right now. Just in the airport. Hoping winds don't keep my plane grounded so I can get on up out of here and over to California! I'm so excited! I don't even care that I need to bust some buns in CA with working and writing. The context is doing that around my family and just being there and breaking some habits and smiling and yipee, so all good.

I can't believe I'll be in California soon, and then, SPAIN. A lot to look forward to.

I feel like this is rambling weird. Oh well.

I wish you all lots of smiles and peace and a huge hug from me.

Now, to hold on to this feeling of new freedom and power and that I'm gonna be ok.

xxo