serudeboi

This world sucks. I mean just because some of my friends have money and some of them dont means that Ive had to watch one-half of them getting better over time. The other half....well, I came back this summer and every summer they either are exactly were they were last summer or have finally met the thing that have tipped them over the edge into crime or abject poverty or drugs or some unescapable downward cycle. This summer its really, really bad. Finally managed to track down the last of my friends I still had around here since last summer; it seems that with the exception of my GF everybodies situation has gotton worse and for many it has gotton a lot worse and for many of those its situations that they were trying thier hardest not to fall into. And then theres me; my parents hand me a job that pays 11.50 an hour; I mean that job sucks mind and its going to ruin my life but in completly different ways from the way these peoples parents and life situations ruined theres. It just makes me sick.