No, I’m not talking about the movie even though it’s incredibly awesome. I’m talking about people. Worthless degenerate imbeciles. I love wearing my fucking mask. Number one it covers my ugly ass face. Number two it’s actually very comfortable for me to wear. And number three I believe in what doctors say. While I certainly believe the doctors are incredible pieces of shit because they make so much money when actually they should be doing the work for free, that’s not what this is about. This is not about money or at least how much money a doctor makes. This is about the health of society. And the health of society is rapidly deteriorating. Am I a fucking genius for using the word rapidly deteriorating? I don’t think so! I don’t think I’m highly intelligent at all. I think I’m probably the most average person in the world regarding intelligence. I’m talking like this because I wonder how many students in college today know the words rapidly and deteriorating? Let me also interject a weird crazy statement here: let’s talk about heroes, I don’t believe in heroes, I don’t believe they should exist, I believe they do horrible things for ones own self-confidence, and how they feel about themselves, and whatever. Every single person on this earth with a heartbeat should be proud of themselves should look up to them selves and should not have to depend on anyone else or anything else for that matter, and feel good about being a human being. Why? Because being a human being means that you are allowed to love. LOVE!!! I’m sure you all know that it’s a very incredible feeling. But how often do you get to experience it? That seems to be the goddamn problem. That’s my solution for every problem on the earth. Love. Instead of using your energy to hate some thing or someone, use it to love someone or something. Is it really hard? Well actually when you’ve sucking dick since you’re five years old and a little kids have been shitting on you, you tend to get habits about your own self image and yes it is fucking hard. It’s terribly fucking hard! However this is not about me, because I believe in what a doctor says. I believe that wearing a fucking mask is an excellent way to protect other people and other people wear the mask then they protect me. Am I being like really really really really really really really really weird or just idiotic here by saying that?
So, having said that, Mike Judge is my fucking hero! He had the balls to make a movie about how fucking stupid people are and to no ones surprise, less than half the people got it. This is a hero for me. To make fun of someone without them actually even realize they’re being made fun of. Go ahead Donald duck Trump fans get your gun out and start fucking with Black people because in the end you’re gonna die just like everyone else and you’re not gonna be part of this miserable world so go ahead, no ones going to stop you. There’s an article floating around out there the claims Donald Trump speech in Minnesota was actually Nazism. A few years ago this would’ve seemed to me to be completely retarded and in fact what you would call fake news today. By the way, how intelligent do you think the people who came up with the phrase fake news are. Today, I strongly believe that trump is trying to regenerate or reinvigorate nazism.
So, anyway, enough with my rants about politicians who are just about as intelligent as the crack of my ass.....Here is some rage against the machine. Rage against the machine speaks volumes of truth.
Now to rant about my job. I am absolutely honored that I get to do what I do. Because I get to help children. And I also get to help adults. Both of these age groups have many many many many pros but the funny thing is the pros are all different. Adults are well focused, and it’s much more easier and fun for that matter to get to teach them English. I get to use lots of examples with them and buy and large most of them understand what I’m trying to say. The children do not understand rage against the machine for example. They’re not supposed to. However, teaching children comes with other joys such as watching the child develop their speaking and seeing them turn into effective speakers so that they can use the language in their future careers. When I see a child who spoke horrible English start speaking excellent English, money cannot buy this feeling. It is an absolutely incredible honor, privilege, and everything positive about the experience. And it’s such a joy! Now I live in corrupt Greece. And English is big money here. And people here seem to not care about Jesus fucking Christ but rather green fucking money. The amount of corruption amongst regular people here is astounding. I’m not talking about politicians I’m talking about regular Joe I work on the farm people. It seems that people have gotten used to accepting the dick up the ass and they have to take their kids to visit extracurricular schools because the kids don’t do anything in regular school. And what’s interesting about that statement is that I ask all the children whether they are nine years old or 19 what do you do in school? I hear the same thing from all of them. I don’t do anything in school. How is it possible that a country which has Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, such a deep wealth of knowledge. How can this happen in this fucking country? It makes absolutely no sense. But what does make sense is that over the years and I’m not talking about over the past couple years I’m talking about over the past 20 years I begin to realize that when you look at history there’s one thing that I never understood. And that’s the fact that throughout the centuries of peasants and kings it’s always been the system there have been millions of peasants and only a handful of kings. What the fuck are these peasants thinking? Is it that hard to gather your arms and start protesting and revolting and I don’t get it I really don’t get it. It’s the same thing today there’s only a handful of wealthy people, but a shitload of other people who hate their job, and make the wealthy wealthier.
So bottom line that I’m trying to get at here is for most students the end of the English education career is a proficiency of English certificate. I have seen so many students who are not worthy of getting a fucking English certificate get the English certificate of proficiency. This is done because many parents after so many years and so much money at tutoring want something to sort of justify their actions of spending so much money and taking their kids to private tutors. So they make Some of these English proficiency certificates much easier to get, so the tutors are happy and the parents are happy. Now, let me say something that might be a fault of mine. When I hear someone say I go last weekend to club. I want to beat them with the club. Because that is not correct. Last weekend I went to a club. OK maybe I’m overdoing it by saying I want to beat them. But what I am saying is that I am there to help. This is why I have a heartbeat. This is why I have not committed suicide again. Because I have proven to myself that in the past that I have actually helped people.
I have an assignment for therapy to describe what I’m worth. I make €6 an hour. A good majority of the tutoring people make €10 an hour. I do not give a flying fuck about making less money. Because I know that I am much better than them regarding the subject. They spent money to go to school to learn English and then to teach other children English. I do not believe in this concept. I do not believe that Greek people should teach Greek people English. If I want to speak Chinese I’m going to go to someone who is from China. If I want to speak German I’m going to go to someone who is from Germany. Isn’t this logical? Am I being a dick, or an asshole? Well, if I am being a dick or an asshole in this case I don’t care. Do you know why? Because I have lots of information to share with people regarding jobs. This is my focus....jobs. It is not the proficiency in English certificate. Because I have heard horrible English and the student still gets a certificate so the certificate is meaningless to me. I can now say after three years that I am still interacting with a couple of students who I had three years ago who gave a proficiency certificate. I’m going to be there for them when they graduate college that way I can give them as much knowledge as I can and as much information as I can about getting a job and how to perform on an interview. This in my opinion is what separates me from the others. The interview. I view the interview as a life moment. It’s like the first time you get married or it’s like having your first child. I think this is an incredible moment in someone’s life. Because you are selling yourself. I remember my first interview. It was a fucking disaster, I did not sell myself well, and I did not show that I cared. What I believe is the absolute crucial thing about this though is that I learned from my mistakes. This is absolutely vital for someone. To learn from your mistakes. Is it hard to do? Well if you have certain habits yes it is hard to do. But this is why I believe I’m here and this is why I believe I am more effective than other people. Recently, I have made an investment in myself. I decided to not gamble, and to actually buy a couple of games to play with the students. I believe I made a very solid investment.
More ranting, because of coronavirus, none of the kids are actually going to school. I am doing online lessons. Which means I cannot play any of these games. Which means I am extremely frustrated and I’m laughing while saying this. Why am I laughing? Because I know eventually I will be able to play these games with the students and I am pretty sure that these games are going to have a very positive affect on them. However, in regards to my actual assignments, I believe I am worth way more than six euros an hour. I’m not going to put an actual amount on what I’m worth but I should definitely be making at least 10 euros an hour. But I don’t care about what I’m making. I actually do care more about the education of the students. The education of someone cannot be put into financial terms. This is why I had offered to actually go to their houses wearing mask and all, and go there for free. Gather 2 to 3 students in each house and start having them read some books and play games. I was rejected. My idea was shot down. it was shut down because my boss is afraid of the reaction of parents. It was shut down because my boss doesn’t want me to actually be around the kids. Which actually is a very logical thing. However, this is not about now. If you give me $1 million I wouldn’t go there because of coronavirus. This is about it within the next 3 to 4 months. Because I’m sure within the next 3 to 4 months things will have calmed down a lot. My boss still wants me to do online for ever and ever and ever until the ages of ages amen. However I keep getting these ideas in my head where I should say fuck your boss and start going there myself. Take matters into my own hands. Because I know what’s going to happen. I actually had a student this past summer say coronavirus 29. This made me so full of rage that I literally wanted to go to everyone of these goddamn tutoring schools and blow them up. Because this is what they are doing, they accept money from people and the kids learn horrendous English. And here I am trying to get the kids in my neighborhood and the neighborhood doesn’t want me because I am not fucking Greek because I do not believe in playing these thievery games. This is absolute thievery what’s going on here..People are so used to having a dick jammed up their asses, they actually like it. I say this because the system has been going on for at least five or six decades. In other words the land of Alexander the great whose father sent him to study under Plato, there’s a land of so much wealth of knowledge has now become the system of what it is. Corruption. And everyone is a part of it it’s not just politicians. In other words if I were to offer spending four years of my life to teach their child English. They would reject me because I am not screwing them. The Greek people expect you to screw them. I don’t understand why this happened or how it happened or whatever that’s just how it is everyone’s trying to screw everyone else. Show it to close out, I will continue to do these lessons for dirt cheap because I am against the system. This is one of the few times in my life where I feel that I am sticking up for what I believe in. I should be doing this for free. I would do this for free. But because I’m not screwing anybody, it seems really unusual.
Also just as a sidenote, I have had to edit this at least 10 times so far. I’m using the speech recognition whatever the fuck you call it and it’s making several mistakes despite my American accent. So moral of the story? I need to invest in a keyboard.