sertraline

I am not at a 'desperate' moment yet regarding smoking. If I am going to understand anything about addiction, I have to stop this horrible habit. I'm afraid that at this point, I just don't 'get it' and it will take a turn for the worse. Now that I am leaving the military environment for a few days, I should be able to get a decent head start on battling this addiction. Regarding the German girl, I really want her badly. Thing is, shes in Canada and communicating with her has been at best, medium. I don't know at all how she feels about me and I think I should leave it that way for now. Should I actually move there, then perhaps I will know better. I honestly don't want to leave Greece. I'm not sure if I can do it on my own yet despite the fact that I actually have family there. Its just that the Greek work ethic is for the 'poutso' and I'm not that type of employee. I'm also having a fascination with death again but it will go away I hope haha