I get extremely anxious when I don'[t have money. Not having money is something I'm very familiar with and I know that this situation makes me go to desperate and extreme measures. The end result is how much do I care and usually self hurt. I have made some significant progress in my journey to whatever goals it was that I set for myself, but I'm not even half way there. I really need to stop all facets of addiction, gambling, smoking, eating... I know what to do, but doing it seems to be my weakness., Battling with the unknown and battling with laziness. I am also losing confidence in my chances with this german girl. I can't seem to get any kind of response from her other than I'm doing well and or stressed...nothing detailish about anything...I hope I'm overreacting.
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