sertraline

I can only assume, since I've never been anyone else lol, that we all have things we struggle with. I struggle with social skills, addiction, and laziness. Perhaps they're all intertwined with one another and perhaps they're all seperate, don't know don't care either way, all I can do is recognize them as a problem and try to come up with a solution. Every day I'm in this disaster of an army, I'm constantly reminded of why I'm here and how I got here. Honestly, there isn't anything hard about what I'm doing, but it's constant nagging and whining from these young teenagers about stupid idiotic stuff that tends to get on my nerves because I know better. Yea, it's frustrating doing some of these duties because I still don't know how to do them properly. My only training is from other soldiers which translates into fifteen hundred different ways and interpretations on how to do one job. I think I'm let off the hook a lot of the time because of my age but generally speaking, I think I'm favored a bit amongst those with rankings. I've only done one month here in Cyprus but my 'discipline' is definitely a lot better, not where it should be, but a lot better. I get up on time, shave every day, put clothes where they need to be..things I didn't do when I was lviing alone or when I was with the rents. Today is Christmas and despite the fact that I'm spending it with the army, I'm happy because they're greek. I feel like I belong.