sertraline

I'm officially in the greek military and all frustrations that I was aware of regarding Greeks living in Greece have come to fruition. I joined on October 29, went through two weeks of initiation before being let go for ten days because I choose to go to Cyprus. It's extremely unorganized, full of youth, and lots of bureaucracy. The people who organize our group are a bunch of fuck-ups, example, we are waiting in line to exit the base as every other day they let us leave for a few hours, and the one guy said "get in groups of three and ATTENTION" everyone got in groups, and then a minute later it broke down, then two minutes later they guy shouted the same thing, and the same thing happened, over and over and over...I do NOT match up with teenagers, and greek fucktards are teenagers up until they get married. I cannot tolerate people farting and smacking each other when we are all gathered for daily routine roll calls or other matters. The actual training is pleasing and it's an overall positive experience but it's the immaturity that baffles me. You idiot 20 year old, when someone with a ranking says to be quiet, shut the fuck up. I want to hit these people so badly but the one who asked for all this so I guess I'm getting what I deserve. I think about this german chic and I calm down somewhat, we've been messaging each other infrequently as she is in Canada now. I really want this girl but I just am so overwhelmingly confused and emotionally inconsistent that I don't know what I want most of the time.