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It has been approximately 40 days since I last placed a bet. Not something to jump up and celebrate with confetti and all but I feel good that those 40 days have not been consumed with gambling. I had an incedible time at the beach with my family and I even managed to inject a bit of a moral victory in terms of women. I came across this german girl who I would put among 'dreamgirl' status, dirty blonde hair, big beautiful eyes, and a friendly/shy type personality....but she was giving me looks non-stop...like, really non-stop. Nothing probably will come out of this in terms of an actual relationship, but I just want to mark it in my book as a small victory that yes, I can get a dreamgirl of my liking in this life..hehe...but there's something else coming up in the next month that despite my short clean time, has me jumping up and down with joy nonetheless, hell, even now I am celebrating because it's been eleven months since I last stepped in a casino. I made a bet on a baseball game or something, and during these past eleven months I've spent a buck here five bucks there on kino and some sports games, but all in all, my biggest problem has been the casino and yes, I have come across a hundred bucks and more and yet I did not go. If you had told me in April of 2010 that I would be able to go eleven months without stepping into a casino, I think I would have fainted in disbelief. Again, its technically not even 90 days, but eleven months and no casino is a pretty big deal to me and I'm going to make the most out of this positive feeling!