No, I’m not talking about the movie even though it’s incredibly awesome. I’m talking about people. Worthless degenerate imbeciles. I love wearing my fucking mask. Number one it covers my ugly ass face. Number two it’s actually very comfortable for me to wear. And number three I believe in what doctors say. While I certainly believe the doctors are incredible pieces of shit because they
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Dear world, you know, one thing that I’m not only beginning to realize, but accept, is how despite my depressed ways and/or thoughts, I have always had this sort of arrogant maybe even narcissistic thinking pattern of how in any given situation, whether I have read it somewhere or seen it in the news, I’ve always been able to imagine myself in that situation and...
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Dear world, this is a real picture which is not edited in any sort of way. This was real event that happened almost 20 years ago. At the time this photo was published, I don’t believe that there was any kind of message trying to be sent by publishing this photo, other than factual. It’s just a photo documenting a moment in time. There’s nothing
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I keep doing the same thing over and over and over and over again. Lately I have begto wonder what my motivations are for changing my bad habits. The only positive thing that I got going for me is my English lessons. So, this is what makes this even more frustrating because I had intentions of not stopping gambling or smoking or eating shit, but...
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So, I was given an interesting and frightening assignment: I am to look at one of my own blogs and comment on it. Right off the bat I’m feeling scared and anxious because....what if I prove that I haven’t learned anything? What if I say the same things that I’m saying now? What if I’m the same person then compared to now? Well, let’s start...
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1)Being that I am an American living here, I always get questioned about what life is like in the US. With the latest regarding the protests “why is this happening there? Why did police kill that man?” Being that this is random thoughts, I’ll not make any effort to be organized.....what the fuck is happening here? It’s kinda surreal to be honest. We’ve been seeing...
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I would like to take the opportunity to thank @daydream and @melamori for sharing their beautifully powerful and spectacular sets with us. I feel so thankful and appreciative that I have a place to call home in the midst of all this chaos. So, here I go:
1) I find it incredibly difficult to accept that I’m a worthy human being, and yet I’m constantly
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Ok, so, I was given an assignment for me to look up an old blog and write about it. This made me feel logical because I know that there will be some quality information to discuss and learn. Just a couple thoughts before I begin: 1) I think this is a very proper assignment and it should be done for at least the next few...
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I don’t know if I ever mentioned this before, but over the past couple of years, I’ve been doing English lessons. Not full blown lessons but rather speaking lessons or guidance as I like to put it. This has helped me take my mind off of gambling (although not enough) but also I have discovered something that I am good at and at the same...
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I’ve always had a blog writing problem with this website. Throughout the day, I have all these ideas and thoughts that I should be posting on here, but then I run out of motivation and they all just burn out. Hmmmmm....🧐 🤔...not going to make any predictions or promises to myself...bottom line is, I’m here once again... for the next year, and hopefully I can...
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