I've come to believe I'm a hateful person . What can I do about this I just am never happy these days and can get pissed and hold that hatred in me for a very long time . It feels like heat inside me that can only be relieved by letting my temper explode.That won't happen thogh I have this really wierd good side that keeps me in check and gives my morals. DAMN that side!! I'm gonna burn up from whithin. 