XX. ROMANCE IS DEAD, VIOLENCE REIGNS
[ Now playing on the Severe Trauma Sounds... The Host Of Seraphim by Dead Can Dance from The Serpents Egg ]
I feel like Ive been living on borrowed time for the last ten years.
Something happened a decade ago that Ill never relate to anyone, no matter how intimately I know them. That something could very easily have entailed my death, or at the very least, an extremely troubled life for myself.
So now I have no real fear of things ending or being over with, because I feel Ive been blessed with so much time already.
I have no doubt that Ill take this secret with me to my death.
In lighter news, the day at work was horrible, and tomorrow morning wont be that much more pleasant, but at least I can foresee it getting better after that.
I stayed in my apartment all day yesterday, never setting a single foot outside, and it was wonderful.
My life has great meaning to me, independent of what anyone else thinks of it. I have no need whatsoever to validate my existence by obtaining anothers thoughts on it.
And I feel that Ill effortlessly be able to maintain this state of being.
As I heard somewhere before, youre never alone if you love who youre alone with.
[ Now playing on the Severe Trauma Sounds... The End by The Doors from The Doors ]
[ Now playing on the Severe Trauma Sounds... The Host Of Seraphim by Dead Can Dance from The Serpents Egg ]
I feel like Ive been living on borrowed time for the last ten years.
Something happened a decade ago that Ill never relate to anyone, no matter how intimately I know them. That something could very easily have entailed my death, or at the very least, an extremely troubled life for myself.
So now I have no real fear of things ending or being over with, because I feel Ive been blessed with so much time already.
I have no doubt that Ill take this secret with me to my death.
In lighter news, the day at work was horrible, and tomorrow morning wont be that much more pleasant, but at least I can foresee it getting better after that.
I stayed in my apartment all day yesterday, never setting a single foot outside, and it was wonderful.
My life has great meaning to me, independent of what anyone else thinks of it. I have no need whatsoever to validate my existence by obtaining anothers thoughts on it.
And I feel that Ill effortlessly be able to maintain this state of being.
As I heard somewhere before, youre never alone if you love who youre alone with.
[ Now playing on the Severe Trauma Sounds... The End by The Doors from The Doors ]
Also, alcohol and dreams sound mighty good right about now lol. The girl wanted to talk again tonight...At least this time around it wasn't only me that was doing the talking lol...
As I heard somewhere before, youre never alone if you love who youre alone with.
That's a great quote