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Went to the show to raise money for Nate Hudson's family at Sabala's on Sunday. It was amazing.

Circle 23 (I think was them) did the most amazing suspension work. I would really like to see more of their performances. The last suspension they did just made me buzz all over. My heart was racing and I just felt electrified all over.

Such lovely work....
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lil_devil_normac:
hey noproblem.... i really have no onething i'm looking for but anything is good.... not fast food again.... i am working for my A+ cert, computer hardware, so i hope some day i can get a job just building comps.....
buckknuckle:
I totally thought suspension and that stuff was lame until I saw one a few years ago. It was pretty cool. I missed the last one at the Sabala show Sunday because my ride was leaving. Actually, I missed pretty much the whole show. Oh well.
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Big warm fuzzy hugs to all of you who have been so sweet about my moping. I don't want to say that things are looking up because I am afraid that I'll jinx things.

I seem to be all over the map these days. Emotions up and down. I am just trying to enjoy the up right now. I'm afraid that the down is always...
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bleeder:
I was browsing around and came across your journal. Hello! smile
shawn_:
Going out on your own can be great. You can do what ever you want.
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Well, per doctor's instructions, the dog had to go back.

In one week I have managed to end up with out a dog and completely single. I was mostly single before but now it's complete. That sounds so fucking lame.

I wish that I had someone to cuddle with. I don't want sex right now I just want someone to hold me. I am such...
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artrob:
cuddling is not laim...
vwwitch:
sounds like u r living in the same boat i am ... loneliness sucks ass
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So. fucking. allergic. Not. fun.
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lil_devil_normac:
that has got to suck.... just don't shave him too, like your self.... are you going to look in to relief meds? it might be a small reaction to a new element, the dog.....!!! but i don't know....
artrob:
pollen...?
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The dog is here. He is wonderful. Pictures to follow.

With this dog I have completed my transformation into the world's most undatable girl.

I am neurotic, have extremely short hair, smoke and I now work for the government. Someday, if I'm any good at my job, I will put rapists in jail.

Yes. I am KATE THE UNDATABLE. ph34r.
buckknuckle:
How does having a dog make one less dateable?

I mean, if that's true... it explains a lot. I wonder where I can ditch my dog...
lil_devil_normac:
undatable thats highly unlikely..... unless thats what your going for.....? so it sound like he wasn't your friend after all... but dont be distraught, i feel i'm in the same situation.... and its not cause of a dog... you can't give up on a relationship of any kind all together..... so whats so bad about working for the government.... what do you do?
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Well, it's over. On the bright side, I am picking up the doggy today.
akathisia:
Pets are great. I miss having cats or dogs.....we can't have them at this apartment.
felicia_____:
The great thing about dogs is that they are always happy to see you when you come home. And they keep your feet warm on cold days.
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Apparently I have been spending too much time worrying about whether I am significant to the person who I thought was my significant other.

I'm not so significant.

I think a relationship is not a happy place when you are lonely in it. I worry so much that I will be alone forever when I feel alone right now.

I hate being confused all of...
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akathisia:
Oh, i'm sorry to hear that babe. Sometimes, when you're feeling alone, the best thing to do is to do good things for yourself that you have been needing or wanting to do. Relationships and their failings can be one of the most depressing things around, and maybe that is unavoidable. I don't know. Maybe just go hang out with some family or friends who love you. If thats not possible........then i would suggest going to Goodwill, buying cheap glasses, and smashing them. Very theraputic!
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Help! I need the wisdom of you out there in SG-dom. I don't know what to do.

I desperately want to adopt a dog. I have found teh dog. She's adorable. She's perfect.

I think my SO, who doesn't live with me, will leave me if I get this dog.

Not happy. Help.
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felicia_____:
Unless your SO is allergic, I'd be very highly suspicious of someone who dislikes dogs that much. Love is a warm puppy.
artrob:
he hates dogs?
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I need more cuddling in my life.
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gitmach:
awh, good luck. May you find that which you seek.
artrob:
I'll be right over...
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The second day of Spring Break has started. Woo! Not really woo. I spent the weekend doing laundry and studying Constitutional Law. Yesterday I spent eight or so hours at the library studying the intricacies of confession jurisprudence. At least I made it to a yoga class.

I have been so tired lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. The last two nights I...
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Ugh. Much to update. Not enough time now. Must update later. I am trying very hard to find my gratitude for waking up, having a nice apartment, a number of extremely kind people in my life, enough money to feed and clothe myself, a good education, a warm cup of coffee and a full pack of cigarettes.

I'm pretty damn lucky. I just wish this...
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artrob:
where you been, girl...
akathisia:
kiss
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Do you ever not miss someone, but miss what they gave to you? I'm having these wierd instances of missing feelings I had with my ex, but not missing him. Is that normal?

Maybe I'm just nostalgic for a time and place where I felt like I was with it, at home and not a total wreck. I'm sure I'm painting the past with rosey...
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artrob:
~~~~~~Its an illusion~~~~~~go where you must~~~~~~~
thepumkinking:
hrm