Guess what??
I am finally going to get my things out of storage. We will be driving 16 hours to one of the most amazing places I have ever lived, HOUSTON!!! I really miss Texas and the only reason I haven't moved back is because all of my family lives here in SC and I missed them more. I will be staying with some really good frineds for a day or two and then we'll be off again on our journey home.
The down side to my current life is that I think my boyfriend and I are comming to a close. This is a moment I have forseen arriving for the past 3 months or so. I think I am prepared, however. I have never been in a relationship with someone who has such low self-esteem. It is painstaking and exhausting to have to reassure someone of themselves and of the relationship 24 hours a day. Unfortunately, I do believe this has had a serious effect on me. I am normally a vibacious and amazingly social person. He absolutely detests this about me and I have altered who I am in order to pacify him. This has also ruined my perception of marriage and long term relationships, so I feel that this romance(?) when over, will be the last one for a while. I need to start clean....get my own place.....and find myself again.
I hope all is well with you.........
peaceattackz:
eyyyy, how are you??