serialx

I have no clue what keeps me going everyday. I seem to numb out every bad thing in my life everyday even better than the day before. I am not God's special fuckin creature. Everyday i numb out everything so much that i see no up, i see no reward... i see every fuckin reason why not to even wake up if only to get out of bed. Im all alone now and have no fuckin clue how to make my self feel happy. The hole keeps getting bigger... my days get longer and i feel ive lost all purpose and i walk everyday closer to being dead growin more a zombie. What the fuck...
*Good times for a change. You see the life ive had could make a good man... bad*

no bamf today
but still my mexican midget wrestler is with me