Hey guys. I’m seriously thinking about leaving Suicide Girls. It’s been a great ride and I still have a last set ready to be send, but I feel like my work isn’t that appreciated around here. It broke my heart to see that my last cosplay set, from Sucker Punch, didn’t have as many loveds as a hoped for and it seems it won’t reach Set of The Day. It was a lot of work finding the perfect location, the perfect outfit and accessories and me and @kalincamaki (who shot the set) did our best in channeling the movie vibe, even while editing colours and posing.
I love what I do and I love working so hard in projects that excite me and make me happy, but sometimes this community makes me feel I’m not good enough to be here or that there’s something wrong with me, and I don’t like that. I started this whole journey to accept myself and like myself more, to deal with my self esteem, and I feel it’s a backlash.
So I’m considering leaving. Thankful, but with a heavy heart, because I’ve got to know wonderful people in here and I do love the community.
@rambo @missy marking you two because I think it’s fair being open about those things
