to whom it may concern:
thanks for getting my hopes up. it was your idea anyway... i don't like being drunk at almost 6am trying to think of what i'd really say to you. i call you early, you im me late. WHY?! you act like my feelings don't matter and you forget about me. people from the past will probably read this and be glad i'm hurting inside...well you know what, fuck you. ok? FUCK-YOU! i don't need people i care for to treat me like shit. i'm glad you're happy someone treated me badly..you will get what's coming to you...you know who the eff you are. so anyway...back to the person at hand...i'm glad you did what you did. it taught me a lot about you. here is your goodbye.
asshole.
-Crystal
p.s. i don't wanna be a friend whore so if you haven't posted or whatever...nice to know you....goodbye.
UPDATE 11:02 am:
I'm sorry...i don't remember even typing this. after a few shots of jack daniels and a few good ol jim beam and cokes...and a couple jager bombs...it all got fuzzy. i'm NOT going to delete this because it's how i felt last night. i'm sorry for those i deleted because when i woke up my friends list was kinda small. well anyway as for yesterday, let me explain...
i didn't get phone calls returned from not 1 not 2 but 3 people who i called. it was very important that these people call back because their friendships depended on it. mike V being the most important one... i called him at 1pm and he never returned my call. when i finally dragged my drunken ass in the door there was an im from him. go figure! it was saying how he wanted to be with me. you know what motherfucker?! if you wanted to be "with me" you'd be here. it happens all the time. i can't deal. i'm not fighting for you anymore. so with that being said...it's time to do a little "cleaning" of the people that are in my life. people like him lead me on and only make things more stressful for me. done and done.
sorry to those i've erased.
♥ Crystal
thanks for getting my hopes up. it was your idea anyway... i don't like being drunk at almost 6am trying to think of what i'd really say to you. i call you early, you im me late. WHY?! you act like my feelings don't matter and you forget about me. people from the past will probably read this and be glad i'm hurting inside...well you know what, fuck you. ok? FUCK-YOU! i don't need people i care for to treat me like shit. i'm glad you're happy someone treated me badly..you will get what's coming to you...you know who the eff you are. so anyway...back to the person at hand...i'm glad you did what you did. it taught me a lot about you. here is your goodbye.
asshole.
-Crystal

p.s. i don't wanna be a friend whore so if you haven't posted or whatever...nice to know you....goodbye.

UPDATE 11:02 am:
I'm sorry...i don't remember even typing this. after a few shots of jack daniels and a few good ol jim beam and cokes...and a couple jager bombs...it all got fuzzy. i'm NOT going to delete this because it's how i felt last night. i'm sorry for those i deleted because when i woke up my friends list was kinda small. well anyway as for yesterday, let me explain...
i didn't get phone calls returned from not 1 not 2 but 3 people who i called. it was very important that these people call back because their friendships depended on it. mike V being the most important one... i called him at 1pm and he never returned my call. when i finally dragged my drunken ass in the door there was an im from him. go figure! it was saying how he wanted to be with me. you know what motherfucker?! if you wanted to be "with me" you'd be here. it happens all the time. i can't deal. i'm not fighting for you anymore. so with that being said...it's time to do a little "cleaning" of the people that are in my life. people like him lead me on and only make things more stressful for me. done and done.
sorry to those i've erased.

♥ Crystal
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The monkey replies, "Smokin' a joint, come up and have some."
So the lizard climbs up the tree, sits next to the monkey, and they smoke a few joints.
After a while the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and he's going to the river to get a drink.
The lizard climbs down the tree and staggers over to the river to get a drink of water, but he is so stoned, he leans over too far and falls
into the river.
A crocodile sees this, swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side. Then he asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?"
The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting up in a tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and then fell into the river while
taking a drink.
The crocodile says he has to check this out, and wanders off into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing up a joint.
The crocodile yells up to the monkey and says "Hey!"
The monkey looks down and says, "Fuuuuuuuuuuuck........Dude! How much water did you drink?!"