Do you know what it feels like.......
To clean your house knowing that it will go unappreciated on a daily basis?
Or what it's like to come home to the place you live and realize that it's not really your home and at any point given you can be told to get the fuck out and not be missed at all?
Or what it's like to rearrange your whole life to be a somebody and then realize that you aren't smart enough to be successful even at the things you put your whole heart into?
Or what it's like to get into and argument with the person you love to death over something stupid you did because you were to stubborn to believe what they were saying?
Or what it's like to know that you love somebody with all your heart and can't show them who you really are because you've been hurt too many times to count?
Or what it's like to spend your whole life being somebody you just can't stop hating because of eveything you have done to yourself and others?
But most of do you know what it's like to have nothing of your own knowing that you have lost everything you've ever had including yourself and still walk through each day knowing that the last few things and people that you have managed to keep are on the verge of disappearing too.
Leaving you with nothing.. No home, no friends, no anything just you and your horrible self
Could you think about that everyday?
To clean your house knowing that it will go unappreciated on a daily basis?
Or what it's like to come home to the place you live and realize that it's not really your home and at any point given you can be told to get the fuck out and not be missed at all?
Or what it's like to rearrange your whole life to be a somebody and then realize that you aren't smart enough to be successful even at the things you put your whole heart into?
Or what it's like to get into and argument with the person you love to death over something stupid you did because you were to stubborn to believe what they were saying?
Or what it's like to know that you love somebody with all your heart and can't show them who you really are because you've been hurt too many times to count?
Or what it's like to spend your whole life being somebody you just can't stop hating because of eveything you have done to yourself and others?
But most of do you know what it's like to have nothing of your own knowing that you have lost everything you've ever had including yourself and still walk through each day knowing that the last few things and people that you have managed to keep are on the verge of disappearing too.
Leaving you with nothing.. No home, no friends, no anything just you and your horrible self
Could you think about that everyday?
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Trust me, it's soo much better on the other side. Everything that's hard about being in this situation is because you're in this situation.
Get out, get yourself back, and avoid anyone who makes you feel that way again. You'll wonder how it ever happened before.