Warning: Serious Post Ahead!
I am stressed. Very stressed. My financial situation is so in the red zone. Fucking no job. Fucking no places that will hire me.
It's sad, but I was thinking about it: $2000 would solve ALL my debt problems. ALL of them. It sounds like a lot, but when you think about it, to solve all my problems? Not that bad. $3000 would save my life for the next 5 years. FIVE years. Because once my debt is out of the way, and the other $1000 covered this coming term's tuition, I could work for simple spending money, and start saving for next September. So I'd be ahead of the game constantly. Which is what I need. That boost that will make it so I can actually look into my future without the horrible feeling of wanting to cry.
Isn't there some eccentric millionaire I could do a favor for? Some thing I could do? ANYTHING? I saw a girl, who simply through making a website about how she wanted breast implants, people actually donated money, and she got fucking breast implants! I don't want implants, but I DO want and end to this financial grief.
Anybody have any ideas? This is seriously starting to affect my health. The moment I try to sleep, my head starts buzzing with all these thoughts of what's going on, and I can't sleep until I drop of exhaustion, which is usually sometime close to morning. Then I sleep all day. And don't get anything done. Such a vicious cycle.
Everybody needs a foot up. My mom lent my boyfriend $2000 dollars (not all at once, but that is the grand total) and her financial situation has never been good, I've worried about the families finances since I was 12, but now I have to worry about mine AND my mom's. I think my head may implode. And my mom has no resources to help me, hell, she needs help herself.
So, I don't know what I'm going to do. It's severly dragging me down.
However, just because I don't like sounding like a whiner/downer/whatever, I am very excited. My friend's birthday is on Friday, and it's gonna be party time! So much potential! I'm sure it'll be fun. I'll post all about it when it's all said and done.
Buuuuuut, as much as I'd love to talk about stuff, I do have an assignment to work on, and such. But, since I live on this silly machine, I'll probably be posting soon. I swear, I could post 2 or 3 times a day. But then I'd be Captain Redundant. Anyhows, glad I made some new friends, this site is bloody awesome, can't wait to talk to everyone later!
I am stressed. Very stressed. My financial situation is so in the red zone. Fucking no job. Fucking no places that will hire me.
It's sad, but I was thinking about it: $2000 would solve ALL my debt problems. ALL of them. It sounds like a lot, but when you think about it, to solve all my problems? Not that bad. $3000 would save my life for the next 5 years. FIVE years. Because once my debt is out of the way, and the other $1000 covered this coming term's tuition, I could work for simple spending money, and start saving for next September. So I'd be ahead of the game constantly. Which is what I need. That boost that will make it so I can actually look into my future without the horrible feeling of wanting to cry.
Isn't there some eccentric millionaire I could do a favor for? Some thing I could do? ANYTHING? I saw a girl, who simply through making a website about how she wanted breast implants, people actually donated money, and she got fucking breast implants! I don't want implants, but I DO want and end to this financial grief.
Anybody have any ideas? This is seriously starting to affect my health. The moment I try to sleep, my head starts buzzing with all these thoughts of what's going on, and I can't sleep until I drop of exhaustion, which is usually sometime close to morning. Then I sleep all day. And don't get anything done. Such a vicious cycle.
Everybody needs a foot up. My mom lent my boyfriend $2000 dollars (not all at once, but that is the grand total) and her financial situation has never been good, I've worried about the families finances since I was 12, but now I have to worry about mine AND my mom's. I think my head may implode. And my mom has no resources to help me, hell, she needs help herself.
So, I don't know what I'm going to do. It's severly dragging me down.
However, just because I don't like sounding like a whiner/downer/whatever, I am very excited. My friend's birthday is on Friday, and it's gonna be party time! So much potential! I'm sure it'll be fun. I'll post all about it when it's all said and done.
Buuuuuut, as much as I'd love to talk about stuff, I do have an assignment to work on, and such. But, since I live on this silly machine, I'll probably be posting soon. I swear, I could post 2 or 3 times a day. But then I'd be Captain Redundant. Anyhows, glad I made some new friends, this site is bloody awesome, can't wait to talk to everyone later!
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rabidus:
DOOM? I'll get my guns
bobdylan5:
Sorry, can't think of anything. No money always seems to be the root of all evil.