serenekerosene

So, school has started. I'm having fun so far. I have Intro to Psychology in period 2, then I have a period 3 break, and then in 4th period, I have Philosophical Problems B. During my break I go over to the music building, and my friends are there, and it's also nice to have a period I could do homework in. It'll help me...
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*think positive, think positive*

I am trying to remain positive. But it's hard.

Especially when it's not even a week into 2005, and already I've been:
1) in a car accident
2) called nasty names
3) been hit on by uber-gross guys

But I will remain to have faith. 2005 WILL be a good year.

Or I'll be wrong, and the fates will fuck me...
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I am bored. Somebody, please entertain me.

I want to get more established on this site.

I am tired, and feel discontentment settled somewhere between my liver and pancreas. And I don't know how to make it go away. (actually I do, but involved either being in a caring relationship, or being fucked blind. I sense neither will be happening for a while).

I wish...
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Ok, ok, so I'll do a proper update.

Today I got dragged down to the bar. I don't like the bar scene in my city, it's pretty much cowboys and barstars, which is just uber-gross and nauseating to me.

So, I'm DD-ing for my friends. I go outside. I have to bodycheck the door open, because of a HUGE snowdrift in front of my door....
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It is my birthday.

Party on.

Today was a christmas get together with my uncle's family. The food was great, the games were great, the company was great. Except for the fact that my cousin was drunk out of his skull, and was verbally abusing his pregnant girlfriend on the phone, then started throwing shit around. It kind of took the magic out of the holidays. *sighs*

My computer has contracted...
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Kay, somebody finally asked where I was at, so I'll finally post.

I have been simply too odd feeling and such to post.

I don't know what to say to Derek in the email I'm supposed to write him back. On one hand, I want to bitch and yell and scream. Another part of me wants to be super nice and civil. And yet another...
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I just read, in 2 hours, the book "He's Just Not That Into You - The No-Excuses Truth To Understanding Guys" by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo.

Best. Fucking. Book. Ever.

I laughed, I cried, and I am fucking liberated!

HELL YES! Every woman, go read this book. Stop wasting your time on guys who don't deserve you. Don't waste the pretty.

Fucking brilliant.

I'm really sick of feeling the way I do.

Ehgebluhh.............

So, it's after 4:30 in the morning.

I did my exam, it went relatively well. The section worth almost half the test was super hard though, and I think I may have botched it.

I went down to Second Troy after the exam. There was a poetry reading and Bluesman 5000 (Ian's group!). I went and sort of studied, and picked out clothing for...
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Short Post:

On average I don't get much sleep. These last couple of weeks have been especially brutal, with me not getting to bed before 6 am each night. But I'm still doing good.

But, things have been......and I have been up for 39 hours straight. With no sleep.

And I am still not tired.

However, I am somewhat worried that the moment my body...
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Warning: possible rant, and bitchy post ahead. You have been forewarned.

So, I got dumped. By email. After a year and a half relationship. I had totally built up a little mental barricade with the whole "he doesn't treat me right, I'm going to break up with him" thing. And then he went and dumped me, and my barricade went *poof*. I mean, I still...
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