Update Shmupdate:
I officially ended the torment with "Jean". I told him I would call him when I was ready to talk, a few days ago. Since then he text me, and he called me several times. I figured I owed him as much as a phone call and an explanation. Although I planned on keeping it short and simple, "Jean" just wasn't having it. He argued with me about what I felt, and how I interpreted his actions, and how similar we are and blah blah. Also, he wanted more detail and more explanations and more, more, MORE talking. But in the end, I said goodbye. And then he called me again, but of course I didn't pick up. So that's about it....the end of this short sad story.
Thank you so much guys for replying to my last blog and really giving me some much needed input. I really appreciate it
I officially ended the torment with "Jean". I told him I would call him when I was ready to talk, a few days ago. Since then he text me, and he called me several times. I figured I owed him as much as a phone call and an explanation. Although I planned on keeping it short and simple, "Jean" just wasn't having it. He argued with me about what I felt, and how I interpreted his actions, and how similar we are and blah blah. Also, he wanted more detail and more explanations and more, more, MORE talking. But in the end, I said goodbye. And then he called me again, but of course I didn't pick up. So that's about it....the end of this short sad story.
Thank you so much guys for replying to my last blog and really giving me some much needed input. I really appreciate it
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to answer your question... i gave up the lifestyle because i began to realize that a whole lot of people were going out of their way to accommodate me. they did not complain, but i really started to dislike being "special." also, i realized that what i was really trying to accomplish could be done on an omnivore's diet with a bit of being selective about what i ate. now? now i just eat practically whatever comes in front of me, and live with the guilt,