september_____

I don't know where to fucking update,how to update or whatever.I won't explain for i've told this fucking story a million times.Chad and i worked things out,jesus it was rough and i went to his dad;s house this weekend where he prcoeed to ask me to marry him,im still kinda shaken by it.I think it's to soon,though i do want it.It's the kinda love where you respect the person for who they are and what they are for and everything they have become not the petty teenage high school oh omg will he hold my hand at lunch or call me tonight.He showed me there is a whole nother world im missing and it feels good to see this world and i sure as hell would love to be Mrs.Green and that makes me feel good.