I opted to stay home from my classes yesterday. At this point, I've falled behind considerably in my work. I intend to talk to each of my instructors seperately and finding out if this semester is at all salvagable considering how much I've mucked it up thusfar. So, there's a likely possibility that I may owe the state money in the near future, which is none too pleasant. Sadly, I can't think of anything else to do.
School simply isn't going how I had hoped, and with the number of hours I have to work just to keep a roof over my head, I seldom have the time, and never the energy or drive, to get my homework done. Perhaps it's because I'm paid too little and work too much, perhaps it's because I've never been as disciplined as most people. I'd imagine it's a strong combination of both. Either way, something's going to come to a head soon.
Work's going alright, though. Both jobs are delightfully sporatic and remedial enough that I can distance myself from them. Normally, I fall into a job. Every little thing begins to weigh down on me. This may still happen, but right now, it's simple. I work, then I'm tired when I come home. I don't worry about some project that needs to be completed, or the big picture, or the visit from the regional manager. Though, I would love it if I was making more money than I am.
I actually have this Saturday off, so I plan on doing something. Even if I shouldn't spend the money, I've almost definitely decided that I'm going to see a movie. Serenity and Corpse Bride are, of course, on the top of the list.
Other than that, not much else going on. Hadn't written anything in a while, so.. yeah.
School simply isn't going how I had hoped, and with the number of hours I have to work just to keep a roof over my head, I seldom have the time, and never the energy or drive, to get my homework done. Perhaps it's because I'm paid too little and work too much, perhaps it's because I've never been as disciplined as most people. I'd imagine it's a strong combination of both. Either way, something's going to come to a head soon.
Work's going alright, though. Both jobs are delightfully sporatic and remedial enough that I can distance myself from them. Normally, I fall into a job. Every little thing begins to weigh down on me. This may still happen, but right now, it's simple. I work, then I'm tired when I come home. I don't worry about some project that needs to be completed, or the big picture, or the visit from the regional manager. Though, I would love it if I was making more money than I am.
I actually have this Saturday off, so I plan on doing something. Even if I shouldn't spend the money, I've almost definitely decided that I'm going to see a movie. Serenity and Corpse Bride are, of course, on the top of the list.
Other than that, not much else going on. Hadn't written anything in a while, so.. yeah.