morning pills, medications to help side effects of medications, they get caught in my throat "I can't breathe with these words in my mouth, but I'm not gonna say them.... yeah, I made that mistake before"
I think, I breathe, I sleep, I speculate, I fade away.
I feel awkward, my skin is itchy and tingly and it does not feel like yesterday. so much time can pass, everything can change completely, yet somehow stay somewhat familiar. and how this unfolds is a mystery to me. trying to believe in believing, like grasping smoke rings to stop the fire. soot covered and tired, i lay in the ashes, and I will never be the same.
enzela:
what do u take pills for??
