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inshi:
Hey! That is supposed to be my line!
ginary:
Now thats what you call a comment, so nice Thanks! 
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i threw away 120 days for a chemical that makes me feel good for only a short term, it helps me to remember what i choose to forget, and it helps to forget what i do not want to remember,
did coke and x with Adriane. after giggly sex, she felt the need to tell me she "hooked up" with one of my friends....
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i threw away 120 days for a chemical that makes me feel good for only a short term, it helps me to remember what i choose to forget, and it helps to forget what i do not want to remember,
did coke and x with Adriane. after giggly sex, she felt the need to tell me she "hooked up" with one of my friends....
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ok. here's the second attempt at this blog. damn the freezing of my computer.
so everything in my life is different now.
I was in the hospital for a little less than a week.
I had major surgery to remove staph infected abcesses, 2 on my stomach (1 or which was a very deep incision) and one large one on the inside of my left...
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so everything in my life is different now.
I was in the hospital for a little less than a week.
I had major surgery to remove staph infected abcesses, 2 on my stomach (1 or which was a very deep incision) and one large one on the inside of my left...
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inshi:
Sorry for letting you wait. Hope you already feel better.
I think you did the right thing!
I think you did the right thing!
realistic67:
Hang in there... and tell us how your doing from time to time...We care.
everything that keeps me together is falling apart.
she told me she isn't in love with me anymore.
she told me she hasn't been in love with me for a long time.
she told me my friend from massage school who stayed in our (no, now hers) apartment, that in my friend she saw what she thinks i "could be" if i wasn't sick.
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she told me she isn't in love with me anymore.
she told me she hasn't been in love with me for a long time.
she told me my friend from massage school who stayed in our (no, now hers) apartment, that in my friend she saw what she thinks i "could be" if i wasn't sick.
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xalicex:
so sorry to hear this hun......why does she need more than what you have to offer? thats very selfish, you should be more than enough
inshi:
you're welcome 
But be warned: the movie is about a lesbian relationship not going so well... 
I am really sorry to hear about your relationship going down. Don't know what to say
I can just say: Try not to withdraw completely! I know, it really sucks when you have to cope with your health and your partner is impatient. But remember: It's not your fault!!!
But be warned: the movie is about a lesbian relationship not going so well... I am really sorry to hear about your relationship going down. Don't know what to say
I can just say: Try not to withdraw completely! I know, it really sucks when you have to cope with your health and your partner is impatient. But remember: It's not your fault!!!"It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or...
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inshi:
A great movie.
I always get inspired (or totally frustrated) by really good statements made in movies
I always get inspired (or totally frustrated) by really good statements made in movies
schuldig:
Ever read any of the Kushiel books? I think you might like them. All about love and the many forms it can take and the places it takes you. The principle theme of the books is "Love as though wilt".
Kushiel's Dart
Kushiel's Dart
my grandma died yesterday.
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realistic67:
I'm so sorry to read of you loss... I hope that you had some good moments with her that you can keep in your heart. take care....
xalicex:
nocturnal mission sounds great!!!! lol
hope you are feeling better hun
hope you are feeling better hun
xalicex:
love the pics....your balcony view is gorgeous!!!!!
inshi:
It always fun to look at your pictures!
rydell:
thanx for the comment
i went to borders 2 or 3 yesterdays ago on the mission to find a new journal as I has cover to cover'd my last one.
while browsing i heard a woman tell the manager behind me that an old woman had fallen in the parking lot.
I identified myself as an EMT and followed the manager outside to help.
it was a little old...
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while browsing i heard a woman tell the manager behind me that an old woman had fallen in the parking lot.
I identified myself as an EMT and followed the manager outside to help.
it was a little old...
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schuldig:
I hate that feeling. Like no matter how much good you do, you don't feel it's enough. Just need to try and psych yourself out of it. That's what I do. Although it does result in me talking to myself alot. LOL
Good for you for being a good semeritan though
Good for you for being a good semeritan though
realistic67:
Good on you!!!!
See, I knew you are the type who receive a sense of worth and love by doing....
keep doing this... but don't be afraid of asking for what your truly worth. Doing both will probably help your depression and your physical health.
See, I knew you are the type who receive a sense of worth and love by doing....
keep doing this... but don't be afraid of asking for what your truly worth. Doing both will probably help your depression and your physical health.
Drawing lines in sand, knowing the tide will wash them away
when I was a little girl I wanted to touch the stars
but I know now I never could -
their beauty would burn.
it's all about perspective
perception
interpretation.
same facts, different truths
different conclusions drawn.
prejudiced subconsciously by our pasts
all words begin to have no feeling and hidden meanings.
Riddles wrap...
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when I was a little girl I wanted to touch the stars
but I know now I never could -
their beauty would burn.
it's all about perspective
perception
interpretation.
same facts, different truths
different conclusions drawn.
prejudiced subconsciously by our pasts
all words begin to have no feeling and hidden meanings.
Riddles wrap...
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xalicex:
how you feeling hun?
realistic67:
Hang in there, have courage, there are better days ahead....
i may have spoken too soon
or maybe i really do doubt everything
what's wrong with me?
I don't know, but sometimes (which is a lot more than never) I have the strength to stand up for myself, I value myself enough to know I am being disrespected and that I know i deserve better.
I've drawn lines in sand so many times.
she was...
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or maybe i really do doubt everything
what's wrong with me?
I don't know, but sometimes (which is a lot more than never) I have the strength to stand up for myself, I value myself enough to know I am being disrespected and that I know i deserve better.
I've drawn lines in sand so many times.
she was...
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schuldig:
sounds like you should be leaving anyway. And besides, zoloft is one of the worst anti-depression meds you can take. More often than not it makes the patient more depressed than they were without it. Or other aweful side effects.
realistic67:
Hey, thru medicade... can't you get a Home Care nurse to help you when things are tough? Yes, I know that's not as personal than your GF but an outsider might help you get emotionally level. Which in turn would probably help your condition. Or at least your personal emotional state.
Hope your feeling better.. everything will be OK.. You just have to trust yourself and be honest about what you WANT....
Hope your feeling better.. everything will be OK.. You just have to trust yourself and be honest about what you WANT....
i'm engaged.
no date set
its more of a commitment ring
it's good
a step in the right direction
I love her
no date set
its more of a commitment ring
it's good
a step in the right direction
I love her
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xalicex:
aww congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jasper:
wooohoo!! you go, girlie 