I am so god damn bored. I have books to read but no ambition to read them. I have poses to do but have no energy. I don't even want to eat. I think I may be a tad depressed or is it sexual fustration. I decided to become celibate? Is it for me???? I know I am not ready to be in a relationship of any sorts BUT Oh I don't know. I am just a confused little girl with to much time on her hands. I need a job desperatly. I thought I was gonna write more but Iam tired and I give up. Or am i?
You know what bugs me? Stupid boys who only think about themselves and are whiny little bitches. It's to bad the world is full of them. I hate cavities as well. I hate them they hurt. I hate living in LETHBRIDGE AS WELL! I hate this god damn mormon shit hole. GOD!
oooooooookay. I think Karla needs an orgasm. I think it's the fustration. Someone buy me a vibrator it will keep me in good moods forever. Thanks.
I wish I had more Gilmore Girls to watch. But I am restraining from spending to much money. Why can't school start NOW! I miss it. I want Yoga to re-start too.
Okay I am done complaining I am sorry this journal entray was dark and gloomy. I am just mad at a boy I regret and I hate regretting him and I am mad that I ate a studel at one in the morning when today I decided I was gonna lay off the cavitie causing foods. Seriously.
much peace and love
KARLA
You know what bugs me? Stupid boys who only think about themselves and are whiny little bitches. It's to bad the world is full of them. I hate cavities as well. I hate them they hurt. I hate living in LETHBRIDGE AS WELL! I hate this god damn mormon shit hole. GOD!
oooooooookay. I think Karla needs an orgasm. I think it's the fustration. Someone buy me a vibrator it will keep me in good moods forever. Thanks.

I wish I had more Gilmore Girls to watch. But I am restraining from spending to much money. Why can't school start NOW! I miss it. I want Yoga to re-start too.
Okay I am done complaining I am sorry this journal entray was dark and gloomy. I am just mad at a boy I regret and I hate regretting him and I am mad that I ate a studel at one in the morning when today I decided I was gonna lay off the cavitie causing foods. Seriously.
much peace and love
KARLA

Try some meditation, acupuncture or some chinese herbal remedies.. If that doesnt work get the vibrator, lock the doors and listen to some hard music!
I also think that the whole depressed syndrome is a part of a girls life. We actually have what we call emotions and as far as I've noticed.... most guys don't have those.