Why is it that my best is never enough.
It doesn't matter what I'm doing,
I'll try my hardest and it always seems to come out to be barely mediocre
(Edited 9:24pm)
Thank you everyone.
I am my own worst critic, I know that.
It happens though this time that it's someone else saying that "I don't seem to be trying anymore" when the fact of the matter is that I was actually trying harder than usual.
It's silly what he was refering to, which happens to be keeping the apartment clean and picking up after myself. I know I have a orrible habit of letting things get out of hand. But the last couple weeks I've been trying really hard to do more things around the house, such as laundry and dishes. I'm not a very good cook so I've been going online and looking up recipies and trying to make decent meals.
Then my husband tells me today that he is frusterated with me because it doesn't seem that I'm even trying...
I told him that I thought I WAS trying...
He went to go run a few errands today and took the baby to his mom for the day so that I could have a little me time, then I call her up to see how everything is going and I ask her to put my husband on the phone and that's when he told me that. I was actually having a good day too, just trying to relax and read my book.
He can be such a JERK sometimes.
It doesn't matter what I'm doing,
I'll try my hardest and it always seems to come out to be barely mediocre
(Edited 9:24pm)
Thank you everyone.
I am my own worst critic, I know that.
It happens though this time that it's someone else saying that "I don't seem to be trying anymore" when the fact of the matter is that I was actually trying harder than usual.
It's silly what he was refering to, which happens to be keeping the apartment clean and picking up after myself. I know I have a orrible habit of letting things get out of hand. But the last couple weeks I've been trying really hard to do more things around the house, such as laundry and dishes. I'm not a very good cook so I've been going online and looking up recipies and trying to make decent meals.
Then my husband tells me today that he is frusterated with me because it doesn't seem that I'm even trying...
I told him that I thought I WAS trying...
He went to go run a few errands today and took the baby to his mom for the day so that I could have a little me time, then I call her up to see how everything is going and I ask her to put my husband on the phone and that's when he told me that. I was actually having a good day too, just trying to relax and read my book.
He can be such a JERK sometimes.
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I'm sorry to hear about all that.
I know how frustrating that can be.
As it stands now, I do about 90% of the cooking and cleaning and don't mind it that well. Hell, I even prefer it that way But I cannot imagine how hard I would take it, if I was trying and he just looked at me like...I thought you were going to try.
Poopy butt heads
I am SO glad you're going to be here.
Let me know when you think we can pencil something in, since I need a bit of heads up
XOXO