They call me in the middle of the night, looking for sympathy, understanding and sex, and I give it to them. I open up my veins and I give it to them, becoming empty and dead inside. A dried up husk, devoid of energy, emotion and life.
I open up my veins and give it all to them, those warm, soft, beautiful vampyres. "I'm lonely,...
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I open up my veins and give it all to them, those warm, soft, beautiful vampyres. "I'm lonely,...
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shellymc:
saturdays are not good as the husband works...
know anyone in my area who might be going?
know anyone in my area who might be going?
shellymc:
was over my brothers celebrating his fortieth birthday...
i ate way too much and feel slightly ill..
apparently my eyes are bigger than my stomach!
hope you and your friend have a nice visit, please drink some booze
on my behalf
i ate way too much and feel slightly ill..
apparently my eyes are bigger than my stomach!
hope you and your friend have a nice visit, please drink some booze
on my behalf
Monotheist by Celtic Frost feels like someone looked into my heart, mind and soul and created a tangible reflection of them all. I have been writing since I was five and playing music for almost as long and the only thing that comes close to this CD is Into the Pandemonium, also by Celtic Frost. I am a proud, somewhat arrogant person and I bow...
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shellymc:
vodka is my poison...
i'm trying to cut back though
i'm trying to cut back though
shellymc:
its going okay....
but i hear ya on the drinking thing.
i can't hold it like i used to either
but i hear ya on the drinking thing.
i can't hold it like i used to either
If you haven't already procured Monotheist by Celtic Frost, GET IT!!!!! It's one of the best CDs I've ever heard. That is all.
O.K. I'm a little concerned about the band. It's not gelling as fast as I'd like, I must be patient. Anyone want to buy a Harley? I'm selling one of mine. Here's a piece of a short story I'm working on, hope...
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O.K. I'm a little concerned about the band. It's not gelling as fast as I'd like, I must be patient. Anyone want to buy a Harley? I'm selling one of mine. Here's a piece of a short story I'm working on, hope...
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shellymc:
i think if it wasn't for our families, we would be on the west coast or something.
i want to someday live in a state where the weather is around seventy most of
the time.
i hate the winters here!
but D's dad is nearly eighty now (had D when he was fifty!)
and our parents aren't getting any younger.
so for now i think we are stuck here
i want to someday live in a state where the weather is around seventy most of
the time.
i hate the winters here!
but D's dad is nearly eighty now (had D when he was fifty!)
and our parents aren't getting any younger.
so for now i think we are stuck here
strangekitty:
the book sounds wonderful.
i can't wait to get back to london...
the book sounds wonderful. i can't wait to get back to london...
Bathed in blood and racked by silence I rage at my mere humanity. For what a simpleton I would be if any of this was fulfilling. If I wasn’t awash with anger and frustration at the prospect of another day in this hell-soaked carcass of a body. Nothing short of everything would even begin to make this existence interesting. How do they do it? Day...
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scarlet_flame:
thanx for the comment!
chicago is like 2 hours away from here mostly cause we always take the train out there. i will never drive in downtown chicago lol
anyways hope your weekend is going good
chicago is like 2 hours away from here mostly cause we always take the train out there. i will never drive in downtown chicago lol
anyways hope your weekend is going good
shellymc:
Thanks!
did you go this weekend to hang with your friends?
did you go this weekend to hang with your friends?
O.K. This new layout sucks. It's confusing and I hate the fact that it only shows three of your journals at a time. I'm all for change, but for the better please. They could have at least warned us. Anyway the band is off to a good start. It's myself on bass, Jennifer on guitar and vocals and Anne on drums. Still figuring out what...
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shellymc:
to set it to private...
click on settings right next to home..
and on your left, it will give you the choices..
glad practice went so well!
click on settings right next to home..
and on your left, it will give you the choices..
glad practice went so well!
veyron:
Thanks!
O.K. This new layout sucks. It's confusing and I hate the fact that it only shows three of your journals at a time. I'm all for change, but for the better please. They could have at least warned us. Anyway the band is off to a good start. It's myself on bass, Jennifer on guitar and vocals and Anne on drums. Still figuring out what...
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moonkatz:
Childhood can be dark in more ways than one. Love the imagery this gave me. <3
shellymc:
Thank you!
i'll most certainly try
i'll most certainly try
What do you do when it never stops falling apart?
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morbidkitten:
im sorry your having such a rough time lately 
evldedgrl:
hey thanks! i would love to go, but due to lack of monitary funds and probably not having the day off, i most likely will not be attending. 
are you going?
are you going?Wow! I just learned how to cut and paste, how computer illiterate am I? One more from the novel and then I'm going to post something from the children's book I'm working on.
Honour was bleeding again and absently wondered why it wouldn’t stop. It couldn’t have been her period, she hadn’t had one in over a year thanks to the heroin and lack of...
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Honour was bleeding again and absently wondered why it wouldn’t stop. It couldn’t have been her period, she hadn’t had one in over a year thanks to the heroin and lack of...
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shellymc:
and i trust your recommendation!
shellymc:
you too!
shellymc:
hey!
thats not much of an update....
thats not much of an update....
shellymc:
I've heard of LA guns, but i'm not familiar with their music..
what's their music like?
what's their music like?
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morbidkitten:
i get so absorbed in your writing i love it
altaris:
BEWARE THE EVIL GIR OF DOOM!!!
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abarat:
Oh, happiness is asking too much I suppose.
abarat:
When are you going to leave a snippit of your writing for us all again? Hmmmmm?
i'm feeling better already